well, apparently, this journal did not do what i intended it to. i've never wanted to go back to school so badly as i do right now. i've always wanted to take a photography class. i want to be the person i always dream & write about being. but i'm so effin' lazy, it barely makes sense. i need to start doing more, otherwise i will be what i have always been... dissatisfied with the fact that i dont do shit to reach any of my desires and passions. i logged into my livejournal the other day and was happy to see that i did actually take the time to document this one poem i wrote a while back. i would really like to stop worrying about money. that would be fucking swell.